PotPot’s

Thanks God for allowing a special person in my life to hurt me…I became stronger… I learn how to be more dependent and closer to HIM

Thanks God for the night I cry… cry… and cry because I feel HIS comfort, I feel HIS presence, and I feel that there’s a true FRIEND and a LOVER.

Thanks God for allowing me to feel hatred, anger, pain… (name it!)… but yet… I’m still nice!.. I learn how to control my emotions, to be patient, and to practice being a good christian by forgiving and praying for those people who cause me pain.

Thanks God because though there’s still troubles of forgetting my past(?)… Still its a "happy day"!

Recently, I experienced to have "Nightmares"…something unexpected… something traumatic…something painful(very very very painful), that even upto this point in time i’m having difficulties of forgetting it…

During those times of having such "nightmares"..all I did was… pray…cry…pray…and cry!..Hoping it will stop..praying it wont happen again. But I realize, God allows it for a reason… because definitely, He has a good purpose!..(That only HIM knows!)… That even in painful way, God must allow it! HE must let me have those "nightmares" to show or to impart his message to me. He allows it to happen because He is Good and He loves me so much… and I am so proud to say that "I am so blessed!"

Why do people fall in love
and they end up crying
Why do lovers walk away from themselves
When their hearts are breaking
Why does loving sometimes never stay long
Why does kissing this time
mean you’ll be gone
Why does gladness become sadness
Things that I don’t get
Someone’s always saying goodbye
I believe it hurts when we cry
Don’t we know partings never so easy
and with all the achings inside
I believe some hearts won’t survive
Trying hard to pretend
that we’re gonna be fine
I could never really love
someone else but you
I have never wanted anything else
but a love so true
But just like a dream
that comes in the night
In the morning you were out of my sight
Turned away from me
Sadly as I see
Away from where I stand

there are nyts when i can’t help but cry

and i wonder why u have to leave me

why did it have to end so soon

when u said that u will never leave me

tell me

where did i go wrong?

what did i do to make u change ur mind completely?

when i thought this luv will never end

but if this luv’s not ours to have..

i let it go with ur gudbye….