PotPot’s

Thanks God for allowing a special person in my life to hurt me…I became stronger… I learn how to be more dependent and closer to HIM

Thanks God for the night I cry… cry… and cry because I feel HIS comfort, I feel HIS presence, and I feel that there’s a true FRIEND and a LOVER.

Thanks God for allowing me to feel hatred, anger, pain… (name it!)… but yet… I’m still nice!.. I learn how to control my emotions, to be patient, and to practice being a good christian by forgiving and praying for those people who cause me pain.

Thanks God because though there’s still troubles of forgetting my past(?)… Still its a "happy day"!

Recently, I experienced to have "Nightmares"…something unexpected… something traumatic…something painful(very very very painful), that even upto this point in time i’m having difficulties of forgetting it…

During those times of having such "nightmares"..all I did was… pray…cry…pray…and cry!..Hoping it will stop..praying it wont happen again. But I realize, God allows it for a reason… because definitely, He has a good purpose!..(That only HIM knows!)… That even in painful way, God must allow it! HE must let me have those "nightmares" to show or to impart his message to me. He allows it to happen because He is Good and He loves me so much… and I am so proud to say that "I am so blessed!"

Why do people fall in love
and they end up crying
Why do lovers walk away from themselves
When their hearts are breaking
Why does loving sometimes never stay long
Why does kissing this time
mean you’ll be gone
Why does gladness become sadness
Things that I don’t get
Someone’s always saying goodbye
I believe it hurts when we cry
Don’t we know partings never so easy
and with all the achings inside
I believe some hearts won’t survive
Trying hard to pretend
that we’re gonna be fine
I could never really love
someone else but you
I have never wanted anything else
but a love so true
But just like a dream
that comes in the night
In the morning you were out of my sight
Turned away from me
Sadly as I see
Away from where I stand

there are nyts when i can’t help but cry

and i wonder why u have to leave me

why did it have to end so soon

when u said that u will never leave me

tell me

where did i go wrong?

what did i do to make u change ur mind completely?

when i thought this luv will never end

but if this luv’s not ours to have..

i let it go with ur gudbye….

Actually, someone has sent me this message… i edit some of it to make my own version… i hope you will appreciate it coz i really do… kasi nakaka-relate ako sobra! … to all of you… just check this out!!!

1. Ang naunang nagalit ang may karapatang magalit. Kapag naunahan ka ng galit ng taong nagagalit… you better shut-up!

2. Walang taong nag-aaway mag-isa pero pwede syang magalit mag-isa. Kaya dapat, as much as possible huwag ng patulan… kasi titigil din yun!

3. Ang taong galit bingi. Kung ang tao ay galit, walang pakikinggan yun. So, don’t try to explain and fight back. Hindi ka iintindihin dahil wala syang naririnig maliban sa sarili nya.

4. Ang taong galit ay abnoy o baliw. Ayon sa Bible: when Jesus was crucified, He said… “Father, patawarin mo sila dahil hindi nila alam ang kanilang ginagawa.” Modern term for these kind of people are ABNOYS… kasi nga hindi nila alam ang kanilang ginagawa. So, you better not get angry so you will not be called as ABNOY or BALIW.

5. Finally, if someone is really bothering you because of hi/her ‘ka-abnormalan”or “kabaliwan”… just think of this… because of them, I will grow mature and because of their contribution to my maturity… KUKUNIN DIN SILA NI LORD! (hehehehe!!!!)

Lesson: You should consider your opponents or enemies as jewels. We need them to grow rich in patience. They serve as an instrument to make us mature. God will not take them away. It’s for you to take your bad feelings with them. So, learn to grow and have patience…. That’s it!!!

RUNNING

(No Doubt)

Run, running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me, I’m the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most

And I’m so sorry that I’ve fallen
Help me up, let’s keep on running
Don’t let me fall out of love

Running, running as fast as we can
Do you think we’ll make it? (Do you think we’ll make it?)
We’re running, keep holding my hand
So we don’t get separated

Be, be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don’t stop inspiring me

Sometimes it’s hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don’t make me want to give up

Running, running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it (Do you think we’ll make it?)
We’re running, keep holding my hand
So we don’t get separated

Running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it (Do you think we’ll make it?)
We’re running, keep holding my hand
So we don’t get separated

The future…

Running, running as fast as we can
Do you think we’ll make it? (Do you think we’ll make it?)
We’re running, keep holding my hand
So we don’t get separated

Running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it (Do you think we’ll make it?)
We’re running, running, keep holding my hand
So we don’t get separated